NEWSFLASH:

Graduating college does NOT indicate it's time to get married.

April Thoughts

I am unplugging my TV.

I NEVER watched TV in college...now I watch it CONSTANTLY and it's unhealthily affecting my life.

How did this happen?

Ironically, a movie has convinced me that this is the right decision.


It's nearly my birthday!


I wish I steadily kept a journal.  Journals are MUCH better than blogs; alas, it takes much longer to write than to type.

Today

I miss being a musician.


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much.

Yessssssss

So freaking happy right now that I hated college because now the fact that I'm not at/in college makes me feel JOYOUS instead of miserable and wishful for the past.

YEAHHHHH.

So I've been working my own job for almost a full year (ok, there are definitely low points, but still).  I'm pretty much decided on going to Eastman (that's right - f'in EASTMAN) this summer for a class or two, plus I'm gonna see DMB.

What's that?  I'm also going to my fav opera at the MET and a broadway show next month?  And rock climbing (for REALZ rock climbing)???  Just in one month???  Oh, and I'll be in Nova Scotia, Bermuda, and the NJ shore this summer?  What??  

Best reality ever.

Almost forgot - I ran a mile today.  

Yeahhhhhhhhhhh

(temporarily forgetting that I have a superbusy couple of days ahead of me)

I don't agree with your life choices and I can no longer relate to you.  I talk about myself more than I listen about you because it keeps me from thinking about how I disagree/don't relate.

Also, I was trying to hide that I disagree/don't relate and it's easier to hide things when I don't talk about them.

Dunno what to do about that but it's the truth.

Every once in a while I turn off the TV and feel SO much better.

So why is it still on most of the time I'm home???

...Su Casa

Thanks for coming!

Doing SO MUCH better with my new year's resolution for Balance.

And I love LOVE LOVE LOVE my gym!  I lost 1 lb in one week, but MOSTLY...I FEEL SO MUCH MORE ENERGETIC AND UNANGRY/FRUSTRATED!  Thank you, gym!

And I'm actually paying attention to the nutritious side of food - woahhhhh!

The problem is I'm still in this bizarro phase of my life where I can't IMAGINE putting myself through a relationship...it just seems like a terrible, terrible thought, honestly.  Though, I'm still lonely and worried I'll forever be alone. :-(

Whatevvvvvvvvvvvs.  I'll worry about it sometime when I have the luxury of time to worry.  Night night