how I feel
it's always words.
"Take It Back"
though I don't need to wonder, because I know the answer.
I want equality - I feel like I'm at the mercy of however you feel. I want a chance to feel what I feel.
I know you think I'm selfish.
I have a VISION of great happiness...it creeps in, even when I push it out.
I still hope that pushing you away will bring you back to me. I'm sorry. When SHE went away, you wanted her back THAT way :-( :-( :-( :-(
I'm sorry
I'm accusatory, over-reactive, impulsive, and downright mean.
It's better this way - I can't come back because I know there's no way to solve it, and coming back will just keep us stuck in the same place we've been for years, and I don't want to be stuck, and I don't want you to be stuck because of me. I KNOW this is the only option I have - the only way I can really cause change, because I know that trying to change myself isn't working.
That's everything, right there.
OH NO - if I rub my eyes too much, I could cause damage to the cornea or WORSE - I hope I didn't already do it because they feel weird and terrible!!
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