I can't live with myself this way. I KNOW what I'm doing while I do it...but I can't stop myself - I'm paralyzed in the emotion.
Is this nothing?? Will it pass? Or is something really wrong?
This isn't me. I CAN'T be this ugly of a person. I won't LET myself be this ugly of a person...but I am.
It feels like night and day, but comes on as fast as a light switch.
It's like I'm watching someone else on TV.
Forgive me :-(
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